Connor's gaze drops again, and he continues to play with the tongs, tracing the handles absently for the sake of something to fiddle with. "I didn't find my way. I've just been lucky to run into people who pulled me back from over the edge." He includes Balthazar in that, as well as Clark and April, even if Kairos is the most obvious figure. Reuniting with his kinsman was a desperately needed step in there, too.