"I might not be responsible for what he did, but I am responsible for making him into an enemy. I killed him. Twice." Connor rubs his face, looking at the ground. "They still died because of their association with me. Immortals lead dangerous lives. I put them at risk. And I... know they wouldn't want me to be unhappy, but it doesn't matter what they would want. I can't be happy. I don't know how anymore. I've got nothing left. I killed him permanently, yes, but before I did, I broke the bond of trust of my friendship with my kinsman. I made him hate me..." Well, he's pretty sure he did, anyway. Certain parties have been urging him to go find out if that's really true.
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Date: 2010-09-22 02:09 pm (UTC)