"M'not human, Connor. I didn't tell him I loved him from the second I saw him. He warned me that his people don't date, don't fall in love. They just have friends they care about a lot, and they have sex." She shrugs. "I figured I could love him, and I didn't have to tell him about it. He .. he was really great. Wonderful, really. He helped me realize I have worth and he thought I was pretty." She blushes here. "First friend, first lover, first person to really Defend me outside of my family. And then me and my sister had a huge fight, and I told him. He apologized. He didn't mean to lead me on. And he left me there, right in the middle of the Nexus. It wasn't until later that I realized that I'd been the one in the wrong. I'd been the one assuming that he'd be grateful to have someone love him. So it's really embarrassing to see how much of an idiot I was."
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Date: 2010-09-30 03:52 am (UTC)She looks up, blushes. "Rambling. I'm sorry."